salah satu kenalan psikolog gw pernah bilang:

hal yang gawat banget kalo sampe ga ada adalah harapan.

ada juga yang bilang kalo ngarep tinggi2 cuma bikin susah sembuh.

tapi, buat gw, harapan itu sama dengan cheerleader gw.

gampang aja contohnya;

ketika si abang ganteng bilang akan menghabiskan banyak waktunya sama gw kalo gw udah selesai ujian,

gw langsung semangat belajar & pengen cepet2 selese UAS :)

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bsd ke grogol via tol kebon jeruk pake macet  tol + macet grogol = 2 jam

grogol ke kuningan pake nyasar dan macet grogol + macet depan semanggi = 1,5 jam

kuningan ke cempaka putih via menteng = 1 jam

cempaka putih ke kemayoran = 30 menit

kemayoran ke BSD lewat JORR = 2 jam

conclusion:

7 hours of driving in Jakarta's traffic in the middle of the day is exhausting.

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ELEMENT: WOMAN

SYMBOL: WO

DISCOVERER: ADAM

ATOMIC MASS:

Accepted as 53.6 Kg, but known to vary from 40 to 200 Kg.

OCCURRENCE:

Copious quantities in all urban areas.

 

Physical Properties:

1. Surface normally covered with a painted film.

2. Boils at nothing, freezes without any known reason.

3. Melts if given special treatment.

4. Bitter if incorrectly used.

5. Found in various states ranging from virgin metal to common ore.

6. Yields to pressure applied at correct points.

 

Chemical Properties:

1. Has great affinity to gold, silver and a range of precious stones.

2. Absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.

3. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for no apparent reason.

4. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by saturation in alcohol.

5. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

 

Common Uses:

1. Highly ornamental.

2. Can be a great aid in relaxation.

3. Very effective cleaning agent.

 

Tests:

1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when discovered in the natural state.

2. Turns green when placed beside a better specimen.

 

Hazards:

1. Highly dangerous except in experienced hands.

2. Illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens don't come into contact with each other.

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gw ga inget udah berapa kali gw bilang di blog ini, atau pada orang-orang di sekitar gw.

gw yang dikejar-kejar waktu, atau memang waktu itu berlalu dengan cepat sekali ya?

yang jelas, sebelom (dan jangan sampe!) si waktu-yang-cepet-banget-berlalu-bin-berganti membuat gw nyesel dan berfikir kenapa-kemaren-gw-ga-gini-ya-ga-gitu-ya?,

gw cuma pengen memaksimalkan semuanya dengan waktu yang gw punya.

nulis skripsi, istirahat, bahkan untuk menyayangi dia.

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We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming

What we'd have to go through

Now here we are

And I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

 

No one told me

I was going to find you

Unexpected

What you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

 

We were strangers

On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming

How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand

Unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

 

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

 

Life is a road and I wanna keep going

Love is a river I wanna keep going on....

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna going

Love is river I wanna keep flowing

In the end I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you.

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hari ini nyerahin proposal buat diperiksa sebelom dikumpul pas UAS. begitu dikumpulin eh sampulnye aja udah salah. sreeeeeeeeet. kena deh spidol merah. yah gpp lah. kan yg penting udah usaha. toh lusa depan dibalikin buat diperbaiki. gila gila. energi gw kesedot semua buat mikir nulis proposal skripsi kaya gimana. sementara si abang ganteng dengan sabarnya setiap hari nyemangatin gw. ajzkh ya sayang.. :)

sekarang gw lg duduk menikmati ga dikejar2 skripsi. ada sedikit waktu buat bernafas. ya gw manfaatkan.

waktu gw menarik nafas dalem2, gw jadi kepikir. udah hampir 22 taun gw idup. ih tua bener sih. dulu kan pas jaman umur gw belasan, berumur diatas 20 taun adalah aib. hahaha.

hmm dengan umur gw yg segitu, yang katanya udah dewasa, selama ini gw udah ngebahagiain orang2 yg buat gw bahagia belom ya? gw kan udah suka aneh, suka manja, suka membuat gangguan pula!

kadang kelakuan gw aja suka nyebelin banget. sampe kapan ya gw bakal nyebelin gitu? padahal suer deh, gw udah berusaha banget lo jadi orang yang manis, lembut, menyenangkan ala Disney Princess!

i'm, seriously, trying really hard to be a really really nice person. jadi maaf ya semuanya kalo kadang kelakuan saya bikin kalian mau ngegiles saya pake traktor... m(-.-)m (tapi ya allaaaah mudah2an kalian semua masih tahan ya ngadepin saya yang sering error ini?)

gw juga ga tau rencana gw kedepan gimana.

perasaan sebelom gw tingkat 4, masa depan gw terencana rapih deh. tapi ternyata kenyataan itu sulit bung! haha. begitu jreng naek tingkat 4, kemana mata gw memandang rasanya ada tulisan "SKRIPSIIII... SKRIPSIIII..." terbang melayang2 dimana2. haha. udah gitu, bokap pengen gw kerja di perusahaan jepang. yah, cita-cita jadi sensei kayanya bubar syudeh ^^

terus tiba2 gw ikut tes monbusho. dengan konsekuensi dua. kalo lolos ke jepang setaun. brarti skripsi pending. kalo ga lolos ya skripsi lanjut. dan hasilnya aja belom ketauan.

terus kalo kuliah selese gw mau ngapain ya? sempet mikir kekeh mau jadi sensei. eh tadi nalti sensei bilang, mulai taun depan yg ngajar s1 harus s2. yang ngajar s2 harus s3 dst. padahal kan gw mau lanjut s2 aja masih mikir2 T_T

kalo gitu, berarti gw akan bertempur mencari kerja di perusahaan jepang. dengan tempat kerja yang jauuuh jauuuuh. kudu lolos nouryoku shiken 2 biar posisi gw bagus. belajar bahasa bisnis dll. ih syusye ya?

apa gw kawin aja yak? mau dooooooong. hahahahaha. ah tapi ga mungkin sekarang! lah dia-yang-ingin-aku-jadikan-suami saja mau meluncur untuk bermain2 bersama mumi dan sphinx sebentar lagi..

...hmm...

ternyata... mempersiapkan diri untuk melepas orang tersayang pergi jauh itu berat ya?

tapi, insya allah gw rela kok, kalo itu demi kebaikan dia. gw tau, dia pergi buat mengejar semua mimpi-mimpinya, merajut masa depannya, menentukan jalan hidupnya. dan gw yakin nanti dia akan pulang lagi ke gw.

walau kadang, gw menemukan diri gw bergumam "can u stay here for a little more time?", setiap gw buka dompet dan liat fotonya ;)

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dimana sih gw bisa beli atau pinjem atau ngopi atau ngebajak buku "the japanese mind"?

gw udah mau garuk2 aspal aja nyariinnya...

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when things seems likely to be messed up here and there,

hearing his voice simply lift all the burdens in mind;

boosting up my spirit.

abang, makasih ya, for being such a loving person :)

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otak gw beku.

ternyata ini toh perasaan mahasiswa2 tingkat terakhir?

debat lawan Oxford University ketika pertama kali jadi varsity debater ternyata tidak semenegangkan nulis skripsi (even with the same thrill and excitement)

i really gotta work my brain out..

c'mon brain! think! think!

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I first saw you at the video exchange
I know my heart and it will never change
This temp work would be alright if you'd call me
You'd call me
I lay awake at night for you
And I pray

We'd cross the deepest oceans
Cargo across the sea
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me
And all the constellations
Shine down for us to see
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me

The subway radiates with heat
We've barely met and still I cross the street to your door

We'd cross the deepest oceans
Cargo across the sea
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me
And all the constellations
Shine down for us to see
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me

Someday when our stories are told
They'll tell of a love like this
When our descendents are all growing old
1,000 years they'll be singing
Nah-nah, nah-nah, nah, nah, nah

We'll climb Tibetan mountains
Where we can barely breathe
I'll see the Dalai Lama
I'll feel him blessing me
And all the constellations
Shine down for us to see
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me
Your hands on me...

First saw you at the video exchange

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